i love this one :)

not so kool but idk lhaa -.-'' actually the posters itu udha banyak banget sekarang xD

i can hear ur heart beating fast :)

long time no post !!! i wanna talk to something different -.-' but i dont know what!!
ok! kita bicarakan tentang sehari2 aku aja..!
1. yesterday (sunday) : acing baru pulang dari malaysia setelah 6 months :/ !! his hair looks weird -.-'' and he showed me , amelia, and kak tika, few magic tricks :) kool!! <3 style="text-align: center;">

oh chatting with michelle now :) dia mau pindah!! :'( i miss her so much!

my life colour are black and white and then someone came to me and make half of my life colour full :)



both of this "i miss u" pics untuk smua tman2 ku yang mau pindah!!
good bye my friends :(

ok til here people
BYE
XOXO

READ THIS JERKKK!

I REGRET TO KNOW U!!

quickyy

yoo peeps, i'm back :)
hahahahaha.. actually nothing to say!!! hanya iseng aja!!! and then aku ketemu few pics.. so kool..!
i like it :)

i change my blog title ---> another life because i want to and i want a new life!
now the pics that i used it for the blog header!! i like it! we're talking about real life now!

born. live, pain, in love, broken heart, cry, happy, sad, mad, insulting someone, dating, ill, win, lose, kisses, hugs, say bye, say hi, lonely, find money, shopping, school, study, work,then the last from all of this is DEATH! how scary!
well that's life! its FACT!!!

ok till here people
BYE
XOXO

bye michelle

untuk michelle doang nie post :)
hahahha.. dear michelle ,
michelle.n ya ini! sama michelle.a juga sie sama2 mau pindah :P
hahaha! YOOO! thanks yha smuanya :) .
1. m ichelle.n (mitchyy) thanks karena dah jadi temen aku seperti yang ku bilang ntar dising kita maen lagi! OK!!! and sorry waktu itu yang sama mamamu itu ! yang kesel banget waktu itu! emh.. knapa ke sing si..? knapa gak sama aku aja..! :(
2. michelle.a yooo! m.a (makamah agung) canda lol! sorry chelle waktu itu! ya aku gak tau juga kamu bohong ato gak! yang pasti waktu itu ya gitu d! tau lha! :) sorry yoo!! :) ntar kalo dah di malang jangan lupa aku :) thanks,


ok itu aja...!
gak tau lagi mau ngomong apa sama mreka! ya yang pada mau pindah2, kayak ryan, inyoi, tian, vero.n, sape lagi..? yang laen pada ke yoz kan..? ya kecuali adeline :)
gak tau d :)

ok BYEEE
XOXO

FOR U!

gini d yha..???
kalo mau cari masalah gak usa dibelakang..
kalo lo bilang ak uyang cari masalah salah lo!!! lu duluan yang nyari masalah!!
gw kagak ada masalah sama lo!!!
aku denger smuanya dari michelle! jadi aku gak tau mana yang bener mana yang salah! tapi yang pasti aku gak mau nyari masalah!!! gak penting tau gak!!! lagi pula awalnya aku juga gak ngapa2in kalian!!
can u guys tell me.. aku salah apa..? kalo memang ada salah sorry! kalo kalian gak ada bukti aku salah! mending diem aja d gak usa fitnah! kalian di fitnah juga gak mau kan! makanya daripada kalian ngomongin orang mending ngaca dulu d! kalian thu yang pada ngomongin orang apa lagi yang AKU GAK KNAL SAMA SEKALI! gak usa banyak bacot! kalian gak tau apa2 diem aja! sorry yha aku gak kampungan kayak kalian! aku gak nyari2 salahnya orang!!! norak lu pada2!!
terserah d mau ngomong apa! yang dosa juga kalian bukan gw!! jadi ngaca!! bisanya ngomong doang! maknya kalo ngomong thu pake otak!!!
jangan bisanya ngomong doang!!!! sekarang buktiin aku salah apa!??

yang pasti aku gak benci kalian! dan yang lebih pasti lagi kalian yang mulai duluan!

ATTENTION PLEASE!!

GUYSSS...!
FIRST THING FIRST -.-'
1. I DONT HATE GLOBAL!! i just piss off but i dont hate them!
2. MY PROBLEM IS ONLY WITH GLENN BUT I DONT HATE HIM! NOT ANYMORE ( I'M SERIOUS)
3. i say bad words because i'm piss but aku kan gak ngomongin lagi!!!!! -.-'


ok this is the last about global!

different life :)

yoo people :)
i'm going to make a quick post so no pictures :) ... i just read michelle's blog and damn!!!!! she wanna travelling with amelia..??? i wanna come ;(
tell u what! maybe if i can join u guys i choose we travel to America, Kentucky and meet my boyfriend :(
i miss you guys so badly! well amel sie biasa aja soalnya aku baru ketemu dia di greja( church ). ok not going to talk something that make me wanna do it :)
soooo..
what am i going to talk about..?? i'm not going to talk about my boyfriend again and again! well i want and i love 2 but i think u guys gonna be bored so lets talk something else ..
well..
plan for monday :
8.00- wake up
8.30 - school :/
9.00 - school :/
9.30 - LUNCH/breakfast WITH MICHELLE at fatmawati :)
10.00 -LUNCH/breakfast WITH MICHELLE at fatmawati :)
10.30 - talk talk--->michelle
11.00- go back home
idk what to say! i think enough! end of the conversation babe :)

BYE PEOPLE :)
XOXO
<3 U :)

no one but u! trying to love the others but i cant! because their not u!

this post actually for him! but since his not here! i'm still gonna talk about this!
dear codi,
i cant believe it i say it in public.! that time when we're fighting is really are a memories every single thing that we talk about and what we do all is memories and i wont forget it! cause its not trash for me! but if u think that it was a trash it ok with me..! kool! i'm not forcing u! what am i trying to say is! no matter what happen that time i still love u! and u cant change it! i dont know if it is permanent or temporary cause when is permanent u would be the first and the last i guess(my feeling for U what i meant)!


love can make a nightmares for me and can make like a piece of happiness that i never felt it before!
and the one that only can feel that feeling is only me! i'm in the circle of this relationship! means i'm stuck with this love and i even though i found my way out! i dont want to go out there cause i want to be with u there!
all i can do before that fight happen is keeping all my promises and i dont want to break a single promises that i make.
and I HOPE u would do the same thing for me!
i cant ask more!


all i need for now is U and for sure i have to fix this!

my last words of this post is :

I

U

OK END OF THE CONVERSATION GUYS
gotta go
BYE
ADIOS
XOXO

ooh yes i forgot emh... even tho i found like a thousand boys infront of me and even tho they want me so badly i still dont want it.
cause their not U :)

oo that body like musics to my ears

people i'm back!
tough day!!! and its a nightmare!! dude i have to repeat grade 10 again! that shit is killing me i can pass sooner if i pass all the fucking subject! i mean are u kidding me even in mandarin! dude i'm fucking sucks at mandarin u know! its not like PE lessons or stuff! that is my suck-est subject dude :( ! ok forget it! that is not what am i going to talk about here! i wanna talk about JESSE!
i mean jesse mcCartney! he is fucking adorable! :)
check this out!


i mean i didnt want to talk about him like everytime in my post my boyfriend gonna freak out and mad at me! and start using big letter all of the conversation :)
so no way! :) i love him tho! so i dont want to piss him off ( well i usually pissed him off :P its just for fun he never get it so serious tho)
hahaha... last time we chat he ask me to spank him :/ weird person!
ok next is about my mood :(
my current mood :
OF COURSE FUCKING SAD AND MAD :(




everytime my mom's walk in to my room i just want to shut my door and never let her in! cause she is like blaming and mad at me cause i'm wasting money blah...blah..blah.. because i go to global! YO WAKE UP DUDE I DONT WANT TO GO TO GLOBAL! UR THE ON THAT PUT ME INTO IT! SO DONT FUCKIN BLAME ME >:|


yup i feel so lonely at home no one on my side i have to face it the nightmare by myself! and let everyone blame me! that is so not fair isnt it..???
people rush me to do something that they want but when i rush them and i want some feedback no one wanna do it for me..?? (at my house, home, jail, family, and hell) well i take my home , my house, my family as a jail and hell! cause it is like one of it! no longer comfort at home :(
i mean i better live with someone else rather with my own family! cause i feel like hell! >:(
i'm mad!!!
so i dont want to post anything else!

c ya guys later on!
TILL HERE PEOPLE
XOXO

i want u forver!

just now i give u a concert vid right! no i'm giving u the original!

jesse maCartney - body language

GUS FINALLY I FOUND THIS FUCKING SONG! I LOVE IT!

Nappy Boy, Pretty Boy collaboration
That thing you got behind you is amaaazing
Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
'Cause what you want is right here

Oh she, oh she so international
The way, the way she get it on the floor
I'm tryin', I'm tryin' to holler at you
I want to get to know you better

Parlez vous francais?
Konichiwa
Come and move in my way
Hey, little chica from Guadalupe
That thing you got behind you is amazing

Now, I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body's talkin' definitely makes sense
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
The way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body

That make me want to say hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
C'mon

Shorty, let me whisper in your ear
Tell you everything you wanna hear
You got my vote: Hottest Girl of the Year
Let's have a celebration, baby

Parlez vous francais?
Konichiwa
Come and move in my way
Hey, little chica from Guadalupe
That thing you got behind you is amazing

Now, I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body's talkin' definitely makes sense
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
The way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body


That make me want to say hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
C'mon

I'm lifting up my voice to say
You're the hottest girl in the world today
The way you shake
You got me losing my mind
You're banging like a speakerbox
Turn around; the party stops
Universal lady, let me take you away

Now, I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body's talkin' definitely makes sense now
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's the way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately
It's her, her body, her body, her body language
It's her, her body, her body, her body

You make me want to say hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
Hey...('ey!)
It's her, her body, body, body language
C'mon

Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
Ooo, that body's like music to my ear
'Cause what you want is right here

i just give u guys the concert vid ok! cause he look cute there!

TILL HERE PEOPLE
XOXO!

billionaire - travie mccoy ft.bruno mars

ok people back! i dont know why but lately i wanna post about musics lyrics ;) not so recent tho! :)

(Bruno Mars)
I wanna be a billionaire so fucking bad.
Buy all of the things I never had.
I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine.
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen.
Oh everytime I close my eyes I see my name in shining lights.
Yeah a different city every night oh I swear the world better prepare for when i'm a billionaire.
(Travie McCoy)
Yeah I would have a show like Oprah I would be the host of.
Everyday christmas give Travie a wish list.
I'd probably pull an Angelina and Brad Pitt and adopt a bunch of babies that ain't never had shit.
Give away a few mercedes like here lady have this.
And last but not least grant somebody there last wish.
Been a couple months that i've been single so you can call me Travie Claus minus the ho ho.
Ahaa get it.
I'd probably visit where Katrina hit and damn sure do alot more than FEMA did.
Yeah can't forget about me stupid.
Everywhere I go imma have my own theme music.
(Bruno Mars)
Oh everytime I close my eyes I see my name in shining lights.
Yeah a different city every night oh I swear the world better prepare for when i'm a billionaire.
Oh oh oh oh when i'm a billionaire.
Oh oh oh oh.
(Travie McCoy)
I be playing basketball with the president.
Dunking on his delegates.
Then I compliment on his political etiquette.
Toss a couple milli in the air just for the heck of it
But keep the fives, twentys, tens, and bens completely separate
And yeah I’ll be in a whole new tax bracket
We in recession but let me take a crack at it
I'll probably take whatevers left and just split it up
So everybody that I love can have a couple bucks
And not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was
Eating good sleeping soundly
I know we all have a similar dream
Go in your pocket pull out your wallet
And put it in the air and sing
(Bruno Mars)
I wanna be a billionaire so fucking bad
Buy all of the things I never had
Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen
Oh everytime I close my eyes I see my name in shining lights.
Yeah a different city every night oh I swear the world better prepare for when i'm a billionaire.
Oh oh oh oh when i'm a billionaire.
Oh oh oh oh.
I wanna be a billionaire so fucking bad.

TILL HERE PEOPLE :)

DING! CHECK IT OUT BABE!

i forgot this :) hehehe

parachute - cheryl cole

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall (Down)

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall



I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold on to me
I'll hold on to you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me....(Love)

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

no one knows u! - mystery!

YO MY BABES :) , i'm back to the zone again, having a little fight with guy name "GLENN" such a dork! and he is so fucking naive i mean he know that he started all the fuss and now his fucking blame me, such a pussy! but typical boys -.-' why they do that..? i mean why u dont want to admit it that u start all the fuss with ur fucking school mates as i know they are BIATCH AND GIGOLO u fucking asshole! i dont want to say bad words @ my blogs -.-' but i really want to express my feeling about all this shit! OK ENOUGH OF ALL THIS SHIT! i dont wanna talk about him actually! so forget it!
lately i feel so lonely at home! michelle ask me out but i cant go out till i know if i pass or failed (global) ..! so, sorry michelle :( this is my future for now!
i'm such a lonely girl :(
this is a quick post! dont wanna talk much! i'm waiting for him right now ;(
so BYE GUYS!
XOXO

CASH CASH - PARTY IN THE BEDROOM :O

party in the bedroom


Walking down the street keeping hush hush on the scene
No one knows you, such a mystery
Opposite of fun, till you turn the power on.
Then you come out, turning up the heat
Upstairs all alone, one click for a show
Your roof is on fire you're loosing control
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go, when you're alone
Lips sealed tight, don't say goodnight
Dancing with your hands turning strangers into friends
Touch the keys please, and unlock my heart
Your free to be a freak, change your picture every week
Show the camera, you're a superstar
Upstairs all alone, one click for a show
Your roof is on fire you're loosing control
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go, when you're alone
Lips sealed tight, don't say goodnight
It's no debate, when I think of you can't stay on track
Cause I can't wait, can't stay on track can't hide the fact
You're all I want, you're all I need, let's get this party started, kick it hard just you and me
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go, when you're alone
Lips sealed tight, don't say goodnight
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i love this song so much :)
till here people
xoxo

i wanna kill myself..!

nothing much to talk about it here! pretty boring!
if u ask WHY???
1. his not answering me! wtf!!!??? @#$%^
2. i'm tired
3. im fuckin miss him so much more than anything
4. i miss my friends
5. later i have to go to global fuckin school! that school is a shit ( the people - friends) not the school the people!
6. chatting with raka right now! but took him so long to respond me :(
i dont know anymore!
today is so fucking pissing me off!
and i dont know what to do!michelle asked me out this friday! i dont should i ask my mom or not! but if i failed this fucking global school means no hang out with friends! but lets see! even though if i pass i dont know should i be happy or not!
this is fucking annoying!

QUICK POST BIATCH!
BYE
XOXO

who am i..???

peeps..! last post for today...
about me :)

1.well simple and basics things about me :) and what i want and what i need ! for sure i am a girl with black hair, 15 years old going to be 16 years old, brown eyes as u can see , 165cm --> 5"5'( my boyfriend said so ), for sure i dont have a dick even though u force me to have one i dont want cause im a girl -.-' , ok i'm talking nonsense now ;(
so lets hit it, ohh yeah i like to play with water at my bathroom SOMETIMES

emhhh pretty much same but my hair is short not so short o.o'

2.when i was 13 or 14 years old i really2 wanna be a vampire or u can say i want to be immortal stay young forever :P

sorry but i dont want to remember my childhood pretty sad :|

3. i want some happiness well everybody want some happiness every body love happiness and we know that :) right...??
so of course i want happiness also dude im a human also!

i love this quote :)

4. i want to make something different with my own style! something really different from everybody but not weird :)


5. i want to make tattoo ---> poseidon logo just like logan :P (freak)

6. i want to have a wings! :0 if u ask why..?
a. i really wanna fly
b. if i can fly i want to fly to my bf place :)
c. i love wings




7. i want to be with him forever :) until i die! ( too dramatic) lol!

8. i really want to have my OWN house with HIM ! i want to have a really really really BIG HOUSE :) AMEN


KOOL HUH...?? super duper big house :) just for me and him :)

ok till here people
thats all what i want from :)
OK BYE PEEPS
XOXO

airplanes

Can we pretend that in the Are likeI could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

changing plans here :) the first time i want to make the lyric with picture! but the i see the whole lyric i think ---> wow damn this is to many..
so i just make it like that :)
hahaha the chorus :)
today i'm going to KL actually i dont want my mom insist my dad already bought the ticket for me :( so i cant chat with codi :( so sad!
i think this is 1 nightmare cant chat with him ... so my flight is at 1pm but my dad say we have to go at 11.30am and i dont know why i think that is just to fast :| i mean at that time i still can use it for chat and stuff..!
now my stomach is killing me >:p about my english, japanese, spanish language still sucks till now but i'm working on it! :)
well..
i think that's enough i'm about to take shower :)
so c ya on tuesday guys :)

BYE
LOVE U **** AND U GUYS
XOXO

about someone u love!

talk talk talk!
PEEPS!
different subjects today ok :)
hahaha
i have a boyfriend :) name **** (nickname) --->sweet talking but sometimes a jerk! suddenly his not answering me like just now! -.-'
what i really like about him ---> outer beauty :)
his eyes ----> dark green eyes :) lovely

hahaha..
i think i'm not going to talk about him in public -.-'
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change topic:)
what i really wanna try right now is..
SMOKING AND GET DRUNK :)
1. why "smoking"...??



well smoking is freakish awesome! look at them :)
hahaha... well smoking is not what i really want right now
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2.why u wanna get DRUNK..??




hahahaha drunk..? idk why no reasons i can tell u guys actually..!
i just want and i want to do something really scary and crazy!
:)
well maybe not scary just crazy hahaha :)

so LETS GET THIS PARTY START! :)

OK TILL HERE PEOPLE ;)
LIL BIT PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW WITH HIM
BYE PEEPS
XOXO

Would you rather be really hot or really cold?

ok this is weird! -.-'
really hot actually :/

ask me anything u want peeps :)

formspring.me

ask me anything u want peeps :) http://formspring.me/brigettepage

MUSE! :)

YO PEEPS!
NOW! i'm really crazy about muse because of matthew bellamy :)
so cute, hot, and sweet!!! :)




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MUSE

SO CUTE AND SO DAMN KOOL RIGHT...!!! :)
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i'm crazy about VINTAGE style for now ;)



i dont think so this is vintage..???




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emh..i saw my brother lawrence shoes! and he bought neon shoes! SO FUCKING KOOL!
i want! :)






talking about NEON shoes! :)
i think justin bieber have neon shoes :)
check this out!


EWWWW!! i dont like it :( seriously! >;(
SUCKS!! justin that shoes is horrible at u!

OK PEEPS
TILL HERE
BYE
XOXO